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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Plzzzzz help her.....

There she lies in the room of darkness weeping and weeping silently...Her eyes show u the pain, for the fresh wounds, she has got. Her protectors, her guardians, her supporters betrayed her, iltreated her.

With silent pleading eyes, she sees you, calls you for mercy, for help. But you just make them unseen...Oh my lady!!!!


I see the lady there, where my heights donot reach. Want to serve her and make her good. But am struck with many a people here, some hoping for the same as I do and some hoping to outwit her and rule her.


She nurutred many, educated them and made them into great leaders, now fighting among themselves to attain her.


And in this selfish act, people throw mud at each other, abuse each other, snarl each other... but who considers the effects/the results???? And like everytime the result is the same - it stinks everywhere and it hurts her very much...

The internal conflict has lead to a big chaos and disorganisation in the country, and the country and its people are suffering a huge loss... We need to overcome this and stand united to fight against treachery and many such anti-social elements..

See u in next post... until then bye bye..Take care..

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Oh my child!!!

Fragile there, the newborn lie,
Onlookers come and give a dive,
To have a lovely sight.

Mom keeps to herself,
Letting not anybody touch, but herself.

Fears she for her child,
May not get infections, any mild.

Touches she, the skin and fingers,
Smile is all in her face that lingers.

With eyes closed, the baby sleeps,
Mom with every second, gives attention deep.

She smiles at her own creation,
For she knows the pain of separation.

She kisses him, lauds him;
For, this is the last moment,
and then she can never see him....

Saturday, November 15, 2008

A child's 'sorry'...

I got angry on him, on my DAD, for all the carelessness he has got. I shouted at him, not even worrying that his friend was accompanying him then.. With countless harsh words, I shot him and then went to the nearby shore to transfer all my anger to the sea by throwing stones.

There I sit and watch, people coming and going, in pairs, with family, some lonely to wander, to enjoy the sea, to breathe the fresh air, the look at the scenary, to dwell to their past - to think of their decisions, their commitments and their fullfilments or just came to think nothing...
My eyes, got fixed on a child who was making funny faces to his angry mother. The more the mother shouts, the more funnier he makes his face. On seeing that, the lady got hurt. And she turned away from the child.
And there, I saw the child's reaction. It got saddened because he cant see his mom going away from him. He ran upto the lady and pleaded sorry... I was waiting for the reaction.. thought that lady will fuss and then will forgive... But to my surprise, a smile lightened the lady's face, she took the child in her arms and they started playing again.
Seeing this, my heart began to feel guilty.. oh oh. 'How much I would have hurted my father then?' I should apologise to him... and self-defensing by saying that ' After all life is forgiving and forgetting na...'
With this hope and the child's energy, I went. So there in the office room, he sits,
'Dad?'
He doesnt notice me at all.. It pains much...
'Dad, Am sorry'
' '
Again a trial...
'Dad please, Dad. I wont repeat again.. Sorry.... Please.'
And with a kind smile, he forgives me and assures me that he will be careful hereafter... and like a lovely chap I sit near him, smiling with him....

So, this is life... isnt it???? FORGIVING AND FORGETTING!!!! :) :) :)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

A decision.....


Will I or not?
The question arises ever
Everytime the question arises
I get the same 2 answers
But if I follow the one
I have to leave the other
If I follow the one
I will
If I follow the other
I wont
But the question is still virtual
It will come once
And with it will come the answer.
And the answer,
From the two
Will change my life forever n forever.
But one thing let me tell,
With both the answers
Am satisfied and happy.
Anxiously waiting for the question,
For there lies my life's critical decision...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Friendsip...

A bond that you share with somebody without any bondage....

In my childhood days, when people used to ask me," who are your friends?", I used to list down my classmates.Then year by year, I started neglecting out those people with whom I felt uncomfortable and those whom I felt bad and adding those whom I felt good and shared a comfort zone with them.
I read a friendship quote, "Tell me about your friend and i will tell about you". But is this the case?? The myth has a proof, where Karnan(the great philanthropist and kind man) was a great friend of Duryodhan.
In this bond, you give much space to your friend, so that he/she can move freely. You trust, share, guide and help them, but you dont try to empower... because everybody entitles to choose or decide in his/her life. This is the lovely thing that i like of a friend. They accept u as what u are... they say na" Like me, like my dog"!!!
Its been just becoming impossible to be without friends.... A smile on their face, glows up my day. Whenever I go online, I search for my friends.. Whenever I go out, I search for them.. hoping that wont i be able to find atleast 3 ?? I fear i got addicted..... addicted to Friendship...
Today is not any special day, but I want to thank my friends who have been there for me, whenever i needed them... Wish u all success, peace and prosperity...

Inspiration

A fruit vendor, an old man,used to come to our home with his seasons blooms. Its been nearly 10 -12 years that I know him... He toils and so he earns. What I had for him was the sympathy for a hardworking labour, who worked day and night to make his both ends meet. I used to watch him and my dad bargaining over the fruits and atlast they compensate and get satisified with their performance. I just see them and go away.
Year by year I see him, with the same creaking cycle and rusted scale pans, with different fruits ofcourse. Once, when he came home, an uncle was chatting with my father.Uncle said to the old man, "Hello sir, how are you?" and with great humbleness and simple smile, he replied "Am fine, Sir". I was taken aback by the uncle's usage of SIR and gave a surprised look. On what earth, does this old man needs to be felicitated as 'sir'? My uncle on seeing me, went over to the vendor and asked, " What about your son? What is he doing now?
" With the same simplicity and proud smile, he replied "My son is working in Wipro".
"And your daughter?"
"One has completed her MCA, and the other is doing her B.Sc Chemistry".
Oh God, I just didnt expect this... The sympathy turned to a great respect. Even with the financial crisis, he made his children to study. He didnt consider his daughters as burden and infact made them to earn a degree and good name in the surroundings.. After that incident, whenever I meet him in road or shop, I neve failed to smile at him. And behind his every smile, I look the hardwork, determination and commitment that the old man has made...
We think of great people as role models but often we fail to notice that people in our vicinity, are not less than that.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Lord Of the Rings

Hey frens....

After a lot of search, i got the trio of Lord of Rings.... n i say its really worth watching!!!
The movie dwells around the destruction of the ring which creates vice n malice in the bearer.. the fantasies and the unexpectancy vl pull u.... Frodo n his friend Sam (2 hobbits from shire) were assingned for the task of destructing it in the mount of Morado... wid d 7 companions, he set off to do his feat...

Boromir, Arargon - the king, fellow of Argon- Legolas and dwarf friend Gimli, the white wizard Gandalf, two hobbits- Pipin and Merry..

Saruman, the wicked wizard wid all his evil force tries to have a hand of the ring and master the dark world....

In this movie u can see the friendship, love, enemity, leadership, greed, support, cruelty, loyalty, passion, patriotism, excitement, sadness , the wicked , the holy, and the list goes on...

My fav charachters are Sam, Aragorn and his love Arwen Speed..
This movie was fantastic, marvellous and awesome... a must see movie... i vl rate 5 out of 5... thought of reading ts book.. no idea wen i vl get tht in hand..hopefully soooonn!!kudos to the team :)

Have a nice watching!!!!

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Review of Ckkompany!!!

Hi folks,
To while away the time, thought of bumping into another movie, ckkompany.... hope tht with the 2 K's u wud have guessed whose movie this must b? yup...rite , our Ektaji's movie only... And as expected her brother tushaar is doing the lead role as an underworld news reporter and giving him the support are Anupam Kher, a retired accountant and Rajpal Yadav, a clown in a shopping mall....
Ekta kapoor has proved tht she not only can make soaps but also can comeup with moral based movies... n she can also ACT yaar!! She wasnt bad for her first trial... n this pic was some sort of Anti-balaji television!!!! Mithun dada also got a centre role of the city-famous-DADA...
ckkompany is founded by 3 'aam aadmis' to achieve their dreams but it goes public and creates panic among the irresponsible government employees, Mithun dada and it tries to bring justice to the aam admis... this movie somewhat sounded like the tamil movie "4 students" who take up the challenge of helping people... As for music...KHOKA song is gud... had a gud time watching this movie...

have a gr8 time frens... tc

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Maan gaye Mughale Aazam...

Hey frens,
My first review here.... wanted to write one, so started here... but the sad and bad thing is tht its MAAN GAYE MUGHALE AAZAM.......ugh... sob sob...
I didnt expect much from this movie but hoped fair for Paresh Rawal and he wasnt in his form too.. :( wont u b surprised when i vl say tht Paresh Rawal was the husband of Mallika Sharawat!!!! It seemed as if it was rahul Bose's first movie, everywhere overreactions.... A RAW agent(Rahul Bose) seeks the help of dramatists (coz he cudnt arrange squads!!!!) to smuggle RDX from the villains... funny na... and i felt disappointed... not a thing in here was real...
Usually i like to watch movies but for this one, i waited for its end, hoping tht atleast the next scene vl have something gud,but...
i vl rate half for this movie...

hopefully next time i vl write a gud review for a gud movie....

take care frens....

ELEVEN MINUTES!!!!

Hi Friends,
Recently i read Paulo Coelho's ELEVEN MINUTES....based on the life of a prostitue and she risks everything to find her 'inner light'. well... the novel was philosophical but not the kind of novel tht one can usually expect from Coelho... And strictly this novel is not for the beginners...

There are many, but here i show u a few excerpts, tht i like from the book... hope u vl too....

1. I am two women: one wants to have all the joy,passion and adventure that life can give me. The other wants to be a slave to routine, to family life, to the things that can be planned and achieved. I'm a housewife and a prostitute, both of us living in the same body and doing battle with each other.
The meeting of these two women is a game with serious risks. A divine dance. When we meet, we are two divine energies, two universes colliding. If the meeting is not carried out with due reverence, one universe destroys the other.

2.Neither of us were tired. We went into the living room, he put on a record and did exactly as i had hoped: he lit the fire and poured me some wine. Then he opened a book and read:
A time to be born and a time to die;
A time to pluck and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill and a time to heal;
Atime to break down and a time to build up;
A time to weep and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stomes and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to get and a time to lose;
A time to keep and a time to cast away;
A time to rend and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence and a time to speak;
A time to love and a time to hate;
A time of war and a time of peace.

This sounded like a farwell, but it was the loveliest farewell I would ever experience in my life.
.........................................................................................................

okay frens, c u in the next article... take care...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Back Again!!!

Hey frens....back again.................
was desperate to write blog but was busy with many chores....so back finally!!!! :) :) :)

While i was thinking what have kept me busy..i realised that i have done multiple roles this month... Lemme tell u some of them which cud b termed as professional.... A nurse(as my father got operated), a painter(currently doing my first tanjore painting), an accountant(worked for a week under father..but his stocks n trades are out of my sensess..huh!!), a teacher (to my brother for his 1st terminal exams... a gr8 shouting job yaar), a cook( for 3 days or so...except for my father nobody has ever complimented yaar :( :( :(..but am still trying to improve myself)... Hope the list ends here... n lets c wat more roles can i play for the rest of the period until the company calls....

but tell u something... i really want the company to call me soon......

K yaar...take care..hav a nice time...

Monday, August 11, 2008

GOLDEN WIN FOR INDIA :) :) :)

This day was/is very special to India...
Abinav Bindra of 25 from Chandigarh bagged the Olympic Gold medal that an Indian won nearly after 28 years who holds an Masters degree in Business Administration and a CEO of the comapny 'Abhinav Futuristics' in bangalore....



He was the youngest contestant in Sydney Olympics where he broke the olympic record in shooting but failed to win in the finals...
In the winning ceremony, he maintained his calm and composure. But when he was interviwed i felt he was showing off... n his felow members were also keeping him away from the media... i just dont know wat wud have happened if he wud have answered few more answers???

But he made a nice quote which i admired and its ... " U need to believe india and its power"

The day had another fine start wid Saina Nehwal entering into Quarterfinals, another great day for Indians...
But v Indians r exctied so much about just one medal!!! day to night i was finding the same news again n again repeating every 30 mins or 45 mins... i was just wondering what will happen if indians start bagging laurels like USA or China???

Sunday, August 10, 2008

~~~ONE WORLD ONE DREAM~~~

On the day of 8/8/08 at 8 p.m. n at the 8th minute..... olympics saw the finest ever welcoming ceremony in Beijing.... i was just gng crazy to see the inaugral ceremony.... n atlast it ended... letting the viewers in awe n wonder...

I really got impressed with the concept of ONE WORLD ONE DREAM.... i was with the performers enjoying, sharing their happiness n excitement... n sometimes with the cheering crowd. The 2008 percussionists stole the show... i was just placing myslef as the manager of the olympics team n thinking of the victory i wud have got...

The 56 member indian team was lead by Rajyavardhan Singh Rathore......
the entire surrounding was superb superb and added it to was firework display which captivated most of the show...



How i wish cud have been in olympics... atleast they cud have selected me as a substitute for any game..it not fair!!!! ;) ;) ;)

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Dawalgiri temple in Bhuvaneshwar....

hey frens
in the last article i posted about my visit to orissa na... there in bhuvaneshwar i went to Dawalgiri temple which is in the otskirts of the city.... Its been the first time i heard such temple though i have went there many a times.... The scene was worth capturing n observing....

The river that u cud see in the first photo is River Dayanithi (reminded me of IT minister!!)





This is temple of Lakshmi Goddess n in the back side of the temple we have Bhudda temple.. it is believed that after Kalinga war king Ashoka came here to gain his mind's peace n then he started following buddhism....
Had a gr8 time there... when u ppl get a chance to visit bhuvaneshwar..dont miss it....
c u in the next article... take care...

Friday, August 8, 2008

After a long time!!

Hi Friends....

Missed ur comment a lot... am back again... though after a long time i know.. sorry for that...
well the past 3 months went roaming around here n there, sitting useless at home somehow passing away the time...

This hols, i went to grandma's house after a pretty long time...was indeed gr8 there..
Lemme show u a typical house of that place..





This is how the building looks..ancient type.. but admirable... For the first time i saw what a flood was indeed horrible yaar... First i thought tht its a pond then only came to know tht many roads have got submerged... then came to know how flood can affect people...
The sight was worse yaar..
ok leaving now..catch u in the next article...

P.S. : Helping hands are better than the praying lips...














Wednesday, April 2, 2008

IEEE valdi....

hm.... came end to my journey in the IEEE of mepco.. :(
my team.... my ppl.... shared many moments wid them.....


Me in the middle wid horns!!!! had a nice team n nice time ... working, chatting, mocking n making all sorts of fun..... Gng to miss the team very much..... Hoping to b in touch wid them forever.....

Thursday, March 27, 2008

C This!!!! awesome!!!

Hi friends... just look into this website....

www.100mb.nl

U vl find here a large penguin in the foreground and codes in the background(ofcourse i didnt write!!).... these are the codes which were written to bring this picture of penguin.... Great work na!!!! I liked it very much....

Monday, March 24, 2008

HAPPY HOLI!!!!!!!!!!

After a long long time..nearly after 2 years i got leave from the college to celebrate HOLI....... chanceless.. I enjoyed a lot.... nearly 6-8 people we roamed the town colouring everyone whom v know.... n people were bewildered.. even a child cried seeing us.. (ha..ha..ha).... n many ppl said "chi" ... but who is going to care them... Ultimately v had a great time, met many ppl... ate many things too.... had a funfilled colourfull HOLI ....... everlasting memories!!!!!!! :) :) :) hopefully i wont miss this next year..!!!!

Broke the RULES!!!

Its been days n days that i n my friends have taken a fresh breath while going home from the college... v ppl are packed in a bus n there have been times where we have even hanged from the bus... seems comedy na.. but v ppl suffered much.... And atlast this Thursday.. we broke out, fought n we enjoyed the rush, rain n crowd in the Govt. bus and had fun... For us 8 ppl... that day was gr8 day... Really freedom is the thing that makes everybody to enjoy the life to the fullest......

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Back after a long time....

Hi friends.... its been over a long time that i have blogged something..... The past 3-4 weeks of my college days were the days which were very hectic and which i enjoyed the most....These days included the various symposia like Zephyrus 08, Abhivart 08, Acumen 08 and fun within friends, classmates and my ever memorable trip to PSG for "Renaissance", getting hooked in project and many such situations...... but all was pure fun and superb experience............
The college days are now drawing to an end.... just hoping that these would come again....ofcourse am not talking about studies!!!!!!!! And presently everybody is busy in filling the slambook to make everybody's life memorable....and me too involved in that holy process....

Saturday, February 9, 2008

A war won....


When evil n force rules us, then the time has come to prove that we are not people who r stupid and weak..... And once this happened.... my hostel which rules the students with its rules and regulations, got a heavy blow from the students..... Students were restricted from going homes on normal days n no saturdays (2nd or 4th) were holidays.... We tried lot and lot to meet the authorities but all were in failure..... So, then we all got fired up and made a dharna before the hostel...that was the loveliest time that i had in my hostel life...... and u wonder what happened??? The principal came..heavy arguments raised.....then after a great defeat...he noted our problems, considered it and we were allowed to go home when we wish......

n yet there r some of the problems which are to be ruled out.....

Now i wonder.. for anyother thing that we need and if it is refused....then why shouldnt we go for yet another strike!!!!......... This moment i n my friends will ever cherish.....

myself an inspiration!!!! i wonder!!!

It was a very exciting day for me.. when my dearest friend, nive, said that it was me, her inspiration, for writing her first poem.... my joy knew no bounds.... Really still i wonder am i really of that strata.....
i read the poem again n again... an am really happy of that.....
oh nive... am gng to miss u a lot yaar...
her poem will b at www.cnivedhida.blogspot.com

Friday, February 1, 2008

Candle n Poverty...........


The beauty you have got
The heart you have got

Has melted everyone...



The tear you shed

Shows your joy.



The decline in your height

Shows your peak of victory.



The brightness you give

The loveliness that you spread

Has never abandoned you.



You stand ever with the God,

You stand ever with the poor

To give them the light

To give them the hope

That one day...

They too will be the illuminators! !

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

I know..... (on the rememberance of a friend)

Knows not the love,

the mind

Knows not the softness,

the thorn

Knows not the neatness,

the mud

Knows not the vice,

the child

Knows not the sorrow,

the time


Unknown many

and known are few...

What I know is....

my FRIENDSHIP is true.

Monday, January 21, 2008

Wife....

Thought of adding some of my poems.........

Just a funny one (hope so.............. )

Life says "Don't desperate"
But my wife doent cooperate
Thought she is my best mate
But she makes only fierce debate....